My Little Sister, I Envy You

I just had a call with my little sister. It's kind of dissatisfaction in the first. My mom already had her nice rest. Starting to talk, It felt a bit weird in the beginning. I never called my sister for a kind of girl's talk like this before. She just done her final semester exam and this morning she had her study's report. Actually her rank was not bad, but that's not great enough compare to what I had in the past. Yeah, sometimes I compare what I had in the past with things my sister have now. A kind of feelings between pride and jealousy? Maybe :p . It's good to hear that she is changing cause of her age and condition of our family. Recently, I'm a bit worried. Is she doing right? what is she thinking of future and people around her? especially things related to puberty. I guess she did well enough so far. Start from today, she have her holiday. I asked her to go to where I am so I can bring her to nice places here. However, she is still 12 years old. She never go in a 5-hours-journey alone. It's a bit dangerous then. My parents will think so much to allow her goes here alone.

Anyway, she told me what she did recently. Studying with friends in the night with help from senior neighbors, I felt a bit sad that I can help her in studying. Since when I was in the elementary, I wondered how it feels to have sister, brother, or adult who help me on studying or just assist me when I am studying, told me many things before I asked, such a guiding, clues, or suggestions that can me act carefully. So, it will be so glad to be there, watching and guiding my lil sister grows up this time. 

Furthermore, she told me something really surprising me. I never expect this thing before. She and four of her friends make a project to write a child's story. I know that she likes reading recently, but I never guess she will write story which is similar with books she'd read. Actually, she is making her second short story. I felt like 'Wow, what just did she said?', 'Is that true?'. A while ago, she joined Bahasa Indonesia competition. Guess what? She won, although in the 5th or 6th  place. That's great! she done better, when I joined similar competition long time ago I was lose. The big thing is that I am the one who want to start writing, but my sister already did it since she is young. Until now, I never finish even one of my short story. Pretty bad? Yeah! I should  take a look on my lil sister. I envy her for finding what she's like since childhood.

However, it's never too late to change, to go ahead.